You don't have to explain anything to me; only to yourself.
That, of course, is much the harder job. But it is not my problem, because I do not choose to make it mine.
My concern is for the continued existence of BT itself. There are executive elements at Taunton Inc. for whom the value of the entire forums program is regarded with the same gentle gaze Bob Walker bestowed upon Governor Palin during the recent intramural pissing matches. That is not something to be ignored lightly...but ignoring it is precisely what you (and a few others) have been doing whilst publicly beating your bib-covered breast and crying O Shame Great Corporate Satan for Thine Philistinistic Incontinences.
Get over it. You are more than bright enough to know that you and you alone are responsible for your actions and the resulting consequences to yourself.
What I hope to do is call your attention to the consequences your actions are likely have on the rest of us. Your continued 'brazen' use (your word, not mine) of fake identities to flout your banishment may tickle your ego and make you feel like an electronic Freedom Fighter, but unless you know an awful lot more about using proxy servers and brushing over your tracks than the average bear, the 'geek squad' at Taunton will know who you are every time...and know it before you've even finished typing yer password.
More importantly to those of us who are bright enough to refrain from shitting where we live, if this sort of childishness continues it will eventually give the real black hats at Taunton enough ammunition to shut down the whole shebang.
The $64,000 Question is, "Is that what you really want?"
At this point, it would not be hard to convince me that the answer is, "Yes."